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How do you tell someone you think they are amazing? Incredible? Adorable?
Especially when you aren't with them and never really have been and don't want them to be like "whoa, you're a creepers."
It's different saything these things to a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other... But to say this to one of your close friends and not know how they feel about you is terrifying.
Realizing that I feel this way about him has not been fun at all. I mean, its always been there, but I never accepted it. When I finally did accept this, everything's gone kinda downhill from there. Its always on my mind. Its always eating away at me.
I've tried talking about it with my friends, that hasn't helped much. I've tried writing about it. That didn't help either. I thought about mailing him a letter, but how lame is that?
This is driving me crazy.
The wind is also quite annoying.
I'm absolutely addicted to Tegan and Sara.
"Don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better till you get worse
You send a little smile my way
And don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
You send a little love my way
Every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I'm not alone
No, I'm just on my own
And it's a little cold outside
Don't think I'll escape
Why would I escape you
Don't think I'll replace
How could I replace you"
Ugh... they're amazing.
Especially when you aren't with them and never really have been and don't want them to be like "whoa, you're a creepers."
It's different saything these things to a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other... But to say this to one of your close friends and not know how they feel about you is terrifying.
Realizing that I feel this way about him has not been fun at all. I mean, its always been there, but I never accepted it. When I finally did accept this, everything's gone kinda downhill from there. Its always on my mind. Its always eating away at me.
I've tried talking about it with my friends, that hasn't helped much. I've tried writing about it. That didn't help either. I thought about mailing him a letter, but how lame is that?
This is driving me crazy.
The wind is also quite annoying.
I'm absolutely addicted to Tegan and Sara.
"Don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better till you get worse
You send a little smile my way
And don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
You send a little love my way
Every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I'm not alone
No, I'm just on my own
And it's a little cold outside
Don't think I'll escape
Why would I escape you
Don't think I'll replace
How could I replace you"
Ugh... they're amazing.