Jul 01, 2007 18:26
Mother and Papa have been making me go out all the time now. For St Jean Baptiste Day, for example, we had a small party in our garden; Marie and Iris came by with their parents, and Papa was in such a good mood that he went drinking. Fortunately, he didn’t have a hangover when he woke up the next morning - go, Papa!
But I just found something out, later than everyone else did.
Ken Ichijouji-san is dead.
I feel like such a horrible Chosen Child; I only found out through Floramon, and Floramon does not even come by to this world as often as she used to! She knew about that happening before I did... and through who? I’m not sure...
I tried to have a Mass said for him, but... I feel like such a hypocrite. I haven't really tried to keep in contact with anyone, even Daisuke while he was gone. What am I trying to become, a hermit?
I have to get in contact with everyone again, somehow, and stop having dreams. I live in the real world now.
person: papa,
person: ken,
person: mother,
person: daisuke