Jul 27, 2005 12:04
yeah decided to update today. nothing better to do before work on a wednesday. my schedule for the summer is 11.30-6.30 on tuesdays, 1.30-6.30 on wednesdays, and 12.30-6.30 on thursdays.. once and a while i work saturdays 5.30am-noon. fun.
krissi's gone for almost a month. she's in virgina for a bit and then she comes back and gets ready for florida.
i've been visiting kevin every monday and friday and hnaging out at colt state park.
this summer is going okay i guess. been doing a lot of thinking. too much thinking. ahh. must. stop. thinking. so. f'in. much. k.
err i still have to read summer reading and finish my math packet. eh won't take long anyways.
saturday was kaylee's birthday party. i went. i hung out. i partied.
i didn't do anything sunday besides mope around and then missy came over and ended up sleeping here. we watched a lot of "jesus: the complete story" LOL!! it was the funniest thing. forgot it was sunday and holy way on almost every f'in channel. then we trashed my room looking for my agenda. good times. we watched my pre-recorded comedy stand ups. fun fun.
so we woke up monday well.. i woke up at 9 and started throwing all my stuff at missy and she started freaking out lol. we got up and cleaned up. then i took a shower and we got ready. i brought missy to work and met up with sarah and tori at sarah's house. then we went to bhop for lunch and missy met up with us there after work. i had pasta.. it was huge.. no one could possibly finish that whole plate. then the 4 of us went to sip n dip to get coffee and we went to colt state park. sarah had tim fill out a boyfriend application.. o m g. lol. it was a joke but he actually did it and took it seriously. lol. kevin was having a bad day and good thing we showed up! lol. "yes i imagine his eyes rolled to the back of his head *eats french fry* little prick." haha it was wicked funny. then sarah and tori took one of mine and missy's sandles.. we were pissed and all we could do was sit there. lol. with one shoe on. ehh. so we tried hiding.. by hopping down the field and kevin looking at us like we were on crack. lol. missy ran with tori's big-ass purse and hid behind the tree. lol. we saw a squirrel get stuck inside a trash bin. kiefer ran over and started hitting it with a metal bat. bitch. he draws way too much attention. ugh. before we knew it half the camp was running over to the trash bin so the 4 of us walked away.
we walked back to sarah's house when camp was over. i made sarah her myspace. and then tori and missy came over my house. we hung out and talked and tori brought up why was it so awkward with kevin like something was up. so then i had to explain what happened a few months ago and what's going on now. then around 8 we went swimming and tlaked about it some more and what missy said won't get out of my head. then my feelings for gerry came up. ahh it got so complicated in that pool. i was so confused.
missy- "i've never seen you look at anyone else like that before. never seen you that gazed and happy. i saw how you looked at him"
going to the circus tonight with missy.