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I've become complacent about this weight thing. I just got pictures back from last weekend, the ones of our ring dance....dang. When did I look like that? I couldn't believe that was me. WHY IS FAT SO HARD!? why can't it just melt away? Grrr. So...I'm giving myself 3 months from today to weigh 138. I'm so mad that this hasn't fixed itself by now, and I'm dissapointed that I look like this. I don't want to be this blob anymore! I'm trapped in my body and I can't do anything about it. This is SOOO frustrating.