Apr 09, 2006 23:17
Been feeling like I've been drugged today. Was just not in it today at all. Got up and went to breakfy with Erin Dixon, (it was nice to see her after a year) and went to Borders. Went to Olive Garden and watched a couple. They were seated on the same side of the table and it was so pretty just to watch. I started looking around the room at all the couples, young and very old and wondered if they took each other for granted. I wondered if they knew how lucky they were to have someone that loved them and cherished them in their lives.
I would trade everything to go back to one day of having you in my life like that again.
Had a long chat with a friend today and she is in love with someone that she can't date becuase of distance. It broke my heart. I really feel for her, having someone that loves her but she can't love them. Guarding your heart is an unfortunate but necessary part of life. I wish her the best.