Randomness: The blog...
I got my E3 conformation e-mail on Friday and I also purchased my plane tickets that same day as well on top of that.So it is safe to say that I am pretty much good to go for E3 next month for sure.
A lot of things happened this week.My cousin finally got out of prison on parole last Tuesday after serving a 3 1/2 year sentence for aggravated assault and burglary.Glad that he is finally a free man after being a part of the system for more than 3 years of his life.And my brother is also moving in with me as well since he wants to finally pursue his career in criminology by attending college here in SLC.
With all of these events happening this week, it got me thinking of my own future.I am less than 2 months away from celebrating my 25th birthday and I still have yet to accomplish anything in my own life.I haven't been back to college in more than 4 years, I am still living with my own relatives, and I have not been in a relationship with another woman in over 2 years as well.
All of this has been going through my mind as of late.And I got to do something about it...
I want to move out of my current place of residence at the moment and either move in with a roommate or with a friend.I have basically been living on and off with my relatives for the better part of 4 years.Hell, I haven't lived on my own since college 4 years ago.Getting back into school is also a top priority as well.I know if I do go back, I can count on my tuition to by taken care of by Pell grants and/or tribal grants.The only problem is that I have no idea what to major in at all in college.I have also been giving that a lot of thought too since I want to use the knowledge that I obtain from learning in college toward my future career.
And finally, I got to go out more ofter as well.As of late, I haven't been doing that too much since work have been sucking up a lot of time and after I get off of work, I am just too tired to do anything at al after that.I need to go to a few concerts, the movies with friends, or just go out on the town just for the hell and meet a nice girl or two along the way.Too bad I lack communication skills when it comes to do with anything concerning the opposite sex.God, I'm such a spaz...
One thing that I plan on doing so I can move on in my love life is finally telling a certain best friend of mine my true feelings for her (some of you guys already know who I am talking about).In other words, I am going to tell her that I love her once and for all.I am already quite aware that she is currently in a relationship at the moment with someone else.But, I have been meaning to tell her this for about a year now and I just can't hold it in anymore.I already accepted that fact that there nnever will probably be any physical relationship between us, but I just want to get these feelings off of my chest once and for all so I can move on with myself in my own love life.It sucks ass but it has to be done....
"They say it's lonely at the top, in whatever you do
You always gotta watch motherfuckers around you
Nobody's invincible, no plan is foolproof
We all must meet our moment of truth..."
God, I hope that I can do all of this...
A lot of things happened this week.My cousin finally got out of prison on parole last Tuesday after serving a 3 1/2 year sentence for aggravated assault and burglary.Glad that he is finally a free man after being a part of the system for more than 3 years of his life.And my brother is also moving in with me as well since he wants to finally pursue his career in criminology by attending college here in SLC.
With all of these events happening this week, it got me thinking of my own future.I am less than 2 months away from celebrating my 25th birthday and I still have yet to accomplish anything in my own life.I haven't been back to college in more than 4 years, I am still living with my own relatives, and I have not been in a relationship with another woman in over 2 years as well.
All of this has been going through my mind as of late.And I got to do something about it...
I want to move out of my current place of residence at the moment and either move in with a roommate or with a friend.I have basically been living on and off with my relatives for the better part of 4 years.Hell, I haven't lived on my own since college 4 years ago.Getting back into school is also a top priority as well.I know if I do go back, I can count on my tuition to by taken care of by Pell grants and/or tribal grants.The only problem is that I have no idea what to major in at all in college.I have also been giving that a lot of thought too since I want to use the knowledge that I obtain from learning in college toward my future career.
And finally, I got to go out more ofter as well.As of late, I haven't been doing that too much since work have been sucking up a lot of time and after I get off of work, I am just too tired to do anything at al after that.I need to go to a few concerts, the movies with friends, or just go out on the town just for the hell and meet a nice girl or two along the way.Too bad I lack communication skills when it comes to do with anything concerning the opposite sex.God, I'm such a spaz...
One thing that I plan on doing so I can move on in my love life is finally telling a certain best friend of mine my true feelings for her (some of you guys already know who I am talking about).In other words, I am going to tell her that I love her once and for all.I am already quite aware that she is currently in a relationship at the moment with someone else.But, I have been meaning to tell her this for about a year now and I just can't hold it in anymore.I already accepted that fact that there nnever will probably be any physical relationship between us, but I just want to get these feelings off of my chest once and for all so I can move on with myself in my own love life.It sucks ass but it has to be done....
"They say it's lonely at the top, in whatever you do
You always gotta watch motherfuckers around you
Nobody's invincible, no plan is foolproof
We all must meet our moment of truth..."
God, I hope that I can do all of this...