Oct 09, 2005 02:07
What is wrong with me?
For some weird reason, I think that I am either losing my mind or I am on the verge of a major nervous breakdown.
I mean, I feel like that people around me (friends and family members) are distancing themselves from me for some reason.Why the fuck am I thinking like that anyways? It's crazy...
Lately, I haven't been getting any sleep, I have barely had anything to eat in the past few days, I am depressed 24/7, I'm lonely, and the only form of comfort and peace that I get is from either the very few amount of sleep that I have been getting for the past few weeks now or playing a video game.I don't get it.
Maybe I am just crazy.Maybe I am just acting a little paranoid right now just because I am depressed about a few things at the moment.Maybe I am just really tired at the moment.
Maybe...
But probably not.
Fuck, I need help or something.