just breathe?
I CAN'T BREATHE!!!!!!! no really, I can't breathe for real... found that out in scene study class today and it sucks. I just wish I knew how to do the things they want me to do. Why does it always have to be a struggle with me. HONESTLY, can't I just be really tallented in one stipid thing that I do here? NO? not at all? COOL
I know, I'm whining.. but WHATEVER, because no one reads this thing anyway! which is good, I don't really want anyone to read it but me... I just want to be able to do what I do well, and right now I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. Of course it's going to take time to learn all the things that I never knew before and then get my body to actually do what I want it to. And I know I'm being impatient, I know that. But sometimes I feel like some teachers don't think I'll ever get better either, which makes it all the more frustrating. Which is unfortunate because I think I'm learing so much more this year and putting forth so much more effort. Well, the only thing I can do is keep working at it and hopefully in time, I will mature into a better actor.
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Thanksgiving break is in 3 days and I get to go home in 31 days!
I know, I'm whining.. but WHATEVER, because no one reads this thing anyway! which is good, I don't really want anyone to read it but me... I just want to be able to do what I do well, and right now I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. Of course it's going to take time to learn all the things that I never knew before and then get my body to actually do what I want it to. And I know I'm being impatient, I know that. But sometimes I feel like some teachers don't think I'll ever get better either, which makes it all the more frustrating. Which is unfortunate because I think I'm learing so much more this year and putting forth so much more effort. Well, the only thing I can do is keep working at it and hopefully in time, I will mature into a better actor.
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Thanksgiving break is in 3 days and I get to go home in 31 days!