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Fuck me up the ass 6x, damn...
SO i open my lost mail...and what is it i find... A $661 AMBULANCE BILL, $331 HOSPITAL BILL>>>what does my dad say to me? "have fun with that" fuck that shit nigga!!BITCH MADE ME SO HE BETTER PAY IT!! IM BROKE!I didnt ask to be put in this shit hole world.
Im still sick. I get chest pains every now and then and i am coughing up some stufffffff that isnt cool.. Which is symptoms of phnuemonia...So if i die tomorrow i love you all. Dearly. MmMhmM
When i touched her familar hand it felt so right.
When she holds me close i feel complete.
I wish it never happend with her.
Fuck N shit!
ohhh i get to be to work by 9 yaaay. Cause i am tired and i could piss my pants. ANNDDD im a freek nasty.
Im so crazy, i think i lost my mind.
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When I think of heaven
Deliver me in a black-winged bird
I think of flying down into a sea of pens and feathers
And all other instruments of faith and sex and God in the belly of a black-winged bird.
Don’t try to feed me
I’ve been here before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been crying, I’ve been thinking
And I am the rain king
And I said mama, mama, mama, why am I so alone?
I can’t go outside
I’m scared I might not make it home
I’m alive, I’m alive but I’m sinking in
If there’s anyone at home at your place, darling
Why don’t you invite me in?
Don’t try to bleed me
Cause I’ve been there before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been lying, I’ve been sinking
And I am the rain king
Hey, I only want the same as anyone
Henderson is waiting for the sun
Oh, it seems night endlessly begins and ends
After all the dreaming I come home again...
When I think of heaven
Deliver me in a black-winged bird
I think of dying
Lay me down in a field of flame and heather
Render up my body into the burning heart of God in the belly of a black-winged bird
Don’t try to bleed me
Cause I’ve been here before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been dying, I’ve been drinking
And I am the rain king
SO i open my lost mail...and what is it i find... A $661 AMBULANCE BILL, $331 HOSPITAL BILL>>>what does my dad say to me? "have fun with that" fuck that shit nigga!!BITCH MADE ME SO HE BETTER PAY IT!! IM BROKE!I didnt ask to be put in this shit hole world.
Im still sick. I get chest pains every now and then and i am coughing up some stufffffff that isnt cool.. Which is symptoms of phnuemonia...So if i die tomorrow i love you all. Dearly. MmMhmM
When i touched her familar hand it felt so right.
When she holds me close i feel complete.
I wish it never happend with her.
Fuck N shit!
ohhh i get to be to work by 9 yaaay. Cause i am tired and i could piss my pants. ANNDDD im a freek nasty.
Im so crazy, i think i lost my mind.
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When I think of heaven
Deliver me in a black-winged bird
I think of flying down into a sea of pens and feathers
And all other instruments of faith and sex and God in the belly of a black-winged bird.
Don’t try to feed me
I’ve been here before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been crying, I’ve been thinking
And I am the rain king
And I said mama, mama, mama, why am I so alone?
I can’t go outside
I’m scared I might not make it home
I’m alive, I’m alive but I’m sinking in
If there’s anyone at home at your place, darling
Why don’t you invite me in?
Don’t try to bleed me
Cause I’ve been there before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been lying, I’ve been sinking
And I am the rain king
Hey, I only want the same as anyone
Henderson is waiting for the sun
Oh, it seems night endlessly begins and ends
After all the dreaming I come home again...
When I think of heaven
Deliver me in a black-winged bird
I think of dying
Lay me down in a field of flame and heather
Render up my body into the burning heart of God in the belly of a black-winged bird
Don’t try to bleed me
Cause I’ve been here before and I deserve a little more
I belong in the service of the queen
I belong anywhere but in between
She’s been dying, I’ve been drinking
And I am the rain king