And it don't stop till the early mornin'....
So ya I have been so busy and have only really been online when I am at work (well I haven't gotten my wireless to work at my new place yet but hey still busy). I applied for a bunch of jobs at the mall yesterday for seasonal help. I hope I get atleast one. I really need to have money. It is getting bad. I didn't even have 50 cents yesterday to buy a drink for the lunch that I BROUGHT to school cause I dont have money to buy lunch on campus. So I borrowed. As usual. Derik the mooch. Oh well right? whatever works.
Megan came in town last night. It was great to see her. She is so much more confident and aware fo who Megan is. Not Megan and Jenny and who that is... she knew and i think really liked who MEGAN without jenny is. It was good. More times are sure to be had by all cause she is here till Monday mornin.
super drama yesterday. Jake almost broke up with me. I dont cheat. simple as that. I have no reason to I am so so so happy with Jake that I know no one else can offer me the happiness that he makes me feel. When I am with him I feel whole. He is amzing. Everything about him. His arms that hold me when I need holdin', his lips that kiss me Hello and Goodbye, his eyes that look into my soul, and his words that tell me he cares. I am so happy with this boy. I get scared sometimes aobut how much I care about him. I wake up in the middle of the night and the first thing I think of is, i wonder what jake is doing right now? is he sleepin ok? should i call him and tell him i am thinkin about him? all sorts of things. He is amazing. the epitome of the word. *sigh* It's just refreshin to see that after all the heartbreak I had I can actually handle a serious relationship and that I am not the one that was doing things wrong.
Bricen is out of town for the weekend. he is home in california. this is a good thing. he really needed a break. from work, from school, from me, from everything. it will be good for him. it works out for me too... haha i loose brice but i get megan. its perfect.
i miss tippett. more and more each day. thanksgiving that what i have to kepp thinkin. its not that far. i get lots of food and her. itll be great!
so ya thats that. back to work i go. good times. YAY to rockin out to black eyed peas in my cubicle! yay for invoices! NOT!
Megan came in town last night. It was great to see her. She is so much more confident and aware fo who Megan is. Not Megan and Jenny and who that is... she knew and i think really liked who MEGAN without jenny is. It was good. More times are sure to be had by all cause she is here till Monday mornin.
super drama yesterday. Jake almost broke up with me. I dont cheat. simple as that. I have no reason to I am so so so happy with Jake that I know no one else can offer me the happiness that he makes me feel. When I am with him I feel whole. He is amzing. Everything about him. His arms that hold me when I need holdin', his lips that kiss me Hello and Goodbye, his eyes that look into my soul, and his words that tell me he cares. I am so happy with this boy. I get scared sometimes aobut how much I care about him. I wake up in the middle of the night and the first thing I think of is, i wonder what jake is doing right now? is he sleepin ok? should i call him and tell him i am thinkin about him? all sorts of things. He is amazing. the epitome of the word. *sigh* It's just refreshin to see that after all the heartbreak I had I can actually handle a serious relationship and that I am not the one that was doing things wrong.
Bricen is out of town for the weekend. he is home in california. this is a good thing. he really needed a break. from work, from school, from me, from everything. it will be good for him. it works out for me too... haha i loose brice but i get megan. its perfect.
i miss tippett. more and more each day. thanksgiving that what i have to kepp thinkin. its not that far. i get lots of food and her. itll be great!
so ya thats that. back to work i go. good times. YAY to rockin out to black eyed peas in my cubicle! yay for invoices! NOT!