*sigh*
I hate not being in school it gives me to much time to realize how lonely I am. I've found myself longing for that connection, someone who I can just sit with for hours on end without talking yet still communicating. It's distracting me to a point where I can't read and that's been my break from reality for a while. I have nowhere to go to escape this feeling. All I have is myself and these thoughts and it's driving me away from myself.