insights from friends

[derelict_pariah]

me: hwt
hey i mean
_____: whats hawt
me: me
_____: or did you mean hey
lol
me: but that's besides the point
_____: hi
me: omg i weight 229
_____: lol
wow good for you
you are allmost smaller then me
me: i'm gonna get skinny _____
and then the world won't know what hit it
_____: im proud of you
im woking on it too
[smile]
me: ^^ we'll both rock it.
but you know I'll rock it more
_____: haha so hard
me: being me and all.
_____: i do know that
every one loves you
i just have _____
lol
me: people's affection for me...I just don't know about it
i really don't put much into it.
I think...so many people have different visions of who I am or who I'm supposed to be.
_____: lol
yeah
me: I just...get lost in it myself.
_____: you give them a lot to pick from
i just love you because your pete
me: sometimes I dunno who I am.
_____: [smile]
me: I don't know who pete is. :/
_____: i dont know who you are and im ok with that
i just know i love ya
and that though you will deny it untill i need you
you care about me
me: I'm pretty messed up...that's one example I do care for people
but I don't have the best way of showing it.
_____: yeah
i know