What kind of boy wear reebok tennis shoes takin' off his shirt just to show his tattoos
Sup tho'.
Decent mood today. IDK. I hung out w/ Jaci like all weekend. She was uh, working fri and sat night (LOL@) and she gets done @ like 2 am or so..and then she stays over Fri and Sat nights. Like thats her routine now I guess? Its whatev. I still love the girl to death, but shes young and immature, and I realize that like things will never be right with us. Her parents hate my ass (for whatever reason), shes not even allowed to talk to me, or hang out with me. HAHA. God. If they knew the shit she did, they'd quit being so naive and thinking that their daughter is this little godsent angel who can do no wrong. Its fucking comical the shit that they believe. They are truly some of the stupidest people I've ever met.
Regardless, I still love her ya know, but like shes young, she is super stubborn, and I'm just like over all that dumb shit, and the games and whatev. It just wont be right cause of the past too. Like she somehow still thinks that she can blame me for the whole situation. I just dont get that. Like her cheating had nothing to do with it? Riiight. I mean shes hot tho, so IDK. Its not like I COULDNT get another girl, but subconciously I'd just be comparing this new girl to her and I'd go back and forth with the two. I shouldnt have broken up with Nicole to get with Jaci though. I see that now. Nicole is like 2 years younger than me, grad from college, MATURE, lives on her own, pays bills, own car, etc etc.
Jaci still lives at home, has everything given to her on a silver platter, still has a curfew, shes not even allowed to hang out with me. Thats just gay. Like if we go somewhere I have to be constantly looking over my back to see if her parents are around. It just gay. I mean seriously, most parents would be fucking thrilled if their daughter ended up w/ me, or dated a guy like me I mean. I'm young, I'm not obese, Im sensible, mature, responsible, I make great money, and I'm respectful. I just bring a lot to the table. Whatever though. You know..when I go out to run errands or something...I see cute girls all the time. Some of the time they give me the once over, you know? And you know what I do? Not a fuckin thing. I say to my self "that hot girl totally just checked me out" and just go on with my day. I guess its cause Im a little hoe. Really I think that in the back of my mind Jaci is there, and that prevents me, but I need to stop that. She wouldnt let me get in the way of her doing what she wanted, or whatever. I need to do the same.
Umm I think im going to head down to FL this weekend. I need to look at this property I want to buy down there, and I want to get this car that they have down there. They have this sick ass Acura TL in Ft Laud that I want, so I think imma cop it. Jeremy went and checked it out for me so he said its straight.
Anyways I gotta work.
Decent mood today. IDK. I hung out w/ Jaci like all weekend. She was uh, working fri and sat night (LOL@) and she gets done @ like 2 am or so..and then she stays over Fri and Sat nights. Like thats her routine now I guess? Its whatev. I still love the girl to death, but shes young and immature, and I realize that like things will never be right with us. Her parents hate my ass (for whatever reason), shes not even allowed to talk to me, or hang out with me. HAHA. God. If they knew the shit she did, they'd quit being so naive and thinking that their daughter is this little godsent angel who can do no wrong. Its fucking comical the shit that they believe. They are truly some of the stupidest people I've ever met.
Regardless, I still love her ya know, but like shes young, she is super stubborn, and I'm just like over all that dumb shit, and the games and whatev. It just wont be right cause of the past too. Like she somehow still thinks that she can blame me for the whole situation. I just dont get that. Like her cheating had nothing to do with it? Riiight. I mean shes hot tho, so IDK. Its not like I COULDNT get another girl, but subconciously I'd just be comparing this new girl to her and I'd go back and forth with the two. I shouldnt have broken up with Nicole to get with Jaci though. I see that now. Nicole is like 2 years younger than me, grad from college, MATURE, lives on her own, pays bills, own car, etc etc.
Jaci still lives at home, has everything given to her on a silver platter, still has a curfew, shes not even allowed to hang out with me. Thats just gay. Like if we go somewhere I have to be constantly looking over my back to see if her parents are around. It just gay. I mean seriously, most parents would be fucking thrilled if their daughter ended up w/ me, or dated a guy like me I mean. I'm young, I'm not obese, Im sensible, mature, responsible, I make great money, and I'm respectful. I just bring a lot to the table. Whatever though. You know..when I go out to run errands or something...I see cute girls all the time. Some of the time they give me the once over, you know? And you know what I do? Not a fuckin thing. I say to my self "that hot girl totally just checked me out" and just go on with my day. I guess its cause Im a little hoe. Really I think that in the back of my mind Jaci is there, and that prevents me, but I need to stop that. She wouldnt let me get in the way of her doing what she wanted, or whatever. I need to do the same.
Umm I think im going to head down to FL this weekend. I need to look at this property I want to buy down there, and I want to get this car that they have down there. They have this sick ass Acura TL in Ft Laud that I want, so I think imma cop it. Jeremy went and checked it out for me so he said its straight.
Anyways I gotta work.