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[derbycommittee]

I'm grounded for reasons I understand and accept but that didn't make me feel less sad or mad lass night. I think that emotions and feelings are never unexplainable but may sometimes be unreasonable. Even though they can be unreasonable, you just can't help how you feel. I'm not starting drama now btw because that won't help unless you want something and as of now I'm pretty much content with how everything is except college applications and other responsiboilities I have not accomplished. I'm grounded but I got to go out today and hang out with some loves. I think I like hanging out with people I like even if I don't feel like talking. It's just nice having them around, sharing the moment, the company I guess. I don't even know what purpose this entry has, either than the subconscious purpose of asking for attention, which is in this case isn't subconscious and I couldn't really care for attention now. I'm just blah and it feels weird. It feels like staring at someone who is talking to you but not really getting anything she's saying nor really seeing her face.

I really want gelati right now! I wish I knew how to make my own.