Changes
So I've come to the COMPLETE realization that Sean and I can never have anything romantic or sexual again. I gave him chance after chance and he just kept fucking up in EXACTLY THE SAME WAY. What he pulled at the show took it one step further, and at a time when all I needed was support and love from my friends... that's just wrong. It hurts still... but he needs to grow up. Like, a lot.
In the meantime, the move is happening May 15th and 16th and I am pretty pumped for it! I think that this is going to be a great change for me, and I'm excited to be so independent.
...And my room's going to be PINK.
The best part is that I only have to buy a bed! All of my other furniture is coming with me. I just want a bed bigger than a fucking twin for once in my life.
In the meantime, though, Kyle's moved back to Medford. It's going to be a bit odd for us until I move since we both will be living with parents, but I think we can survive for ten days or so. Speaking of, he wants me to come MEET said parentals. Of course, I'm freaked out by this. Don't get me wrong, parents ALWAYS like me (love me, adopt me... etc) I just get so nervous about meeting parents. I've been seeing him since September, and I went to high school with his younger brother... and I STILL have avoided it. I guess I have to man up, though. Goddammit.
Anywho, the new job is going fine. It's boring as anything, and I really wish that there was some sort of challenge to it, but at 12 an hour I can't complain. Tomorrow I have to work open to close (5:30-5) and I'm going to SHOOT MYSELF, but for a few of those hours I'm going to be making 18... so whatever.
In the meantime, the move is happening May 15th and 16th and I am pretty pumped for it! I think that this is going to be a great change for me, and I'm excited to be so independent.
...And my room's going to be PINK.
The best part is that I only have to buy a bed! All of my other furniture is coming with me. I just want a bed bigger than a fucking twin for once in my life.
In the meantime, though, Kyle's moved back to Medford. It's going to be a bit odd for us until I move since we both will be living with parents, but I think we can survive for ten days or so. Speaking of, he wants me to come MEET said parentals. Of course, I'm freaked out by this. Don't get me wrong, parents ALWAYS like me (love me, adopt me... etc) I just get so nervous about meeting parents. I've been seeing him since September, and I went to high school with his younger brother... and I STILL have avoided it. I guess I have to man up, though. Goddammit.
Anywho, the new job is going fine. It's boring as anything, and I really wish that there was some sort of challenge to it, but at 12 an hour I can't complain. Tomorrow I have to work open to close (5:30-5) and I'm going to SHOOT MYSELF, but for a few of those hours I'm going to be making 18... so whatever.