Jun 07, 2010 12:33
Feeling better. Not as bummed anymore. Which is good. Starting to sink in that not only can I do better, I will do better. He wasn't my be all end all. If he was we wouldn't have broken up in the first place. We're just in different spots in life. Want different things. Can't really fault him for that. We still click really well on a friendship level, we never had a problem with that. But I think him feeling remotely tethered down freaks him out even though I wasn't forcing anything on him. I can't help him with that kind of problem. It was just making me feel unimportant. I'll find someone who will treat me like I matter.
A week ago I went down a slip and slide with my phone in my pocket. I can only text. And I can barely see the screen, it's almost black. So I'm selling my DS and a small handful of games to cover the cost of a new phone. I'm not exactly heart broken about it. I hated this piece of shit anyway and it was starting to break again and the warranty was up. So yay new phone. I'm getting the Samsung B3310. It's not out in the US yet. So it's an unlocked international phone. So far the only draw back I've read about that is that you can't send picture messages. Which is a bummer, but anything else that had the features I wanted had terrible reviews about all sorts of various mechanical problems. The reviews I've read for this one, no one is complaining of a singular mechanical problem that seems to be universal to the phone. Like the phone I have now, the keys break. What happened on all 3 of mine? The keys broke, among other problems.
So I'm excited to get a phone I'm excited about. My requirements apparently weren't easy to meet. QWERTY keyboard. Slider. Decent camera. Expandable micro SD slot. Doesn't suck. And the worst one to meet was the doesn't suck requirement. A lot of the keyboard slider phones were described as being cheap and easily breakable. I didn't want a touch screen. I didn't want a smart phone (Don't have a data plan). Everyone's pushing the touch screen.
I'm anxious to not be at work anymore which sucks because I have 4 more hours and I already took my break.