its almost over

[derangeddestiny]

so school is coming to another end...for everyone except me. all the seniors at my school are doing their math exhibitions, so things are pretty chaotic and my teachers are often missing from class because their judging the senior projects. I can feel how close it is to the end for them. Not to mention that all my CM boys are out already, (i hate you rich), and are all getting ready for college. Also, Meely's graduating and Caney too. Its wierd how so many close friends of mine are reaching a huge milestone and sometimes i feel like i am too, and i snap back and realize im not even close. unless, you call another month and my whole senior year close. thats kinda been bothering me lately cause im bored with life and i want a big change...like college....now. but i guess im just gonna have to suck it up, besides. what if im really not ready to leave BCLA. i've had fun there, am i even ready to let go of all that?
i'm in a wierd mood, so i dont really know why im overanalyzing all this.
i guess its just because, again, im bored with life....

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