Apr 18, 2004 11:49
so im on a ship, a beautiful,elegant, exciting one at that. can someone tell me why im more lonely than ever and have no motivation to do anything besides sleep and waste massive amounts of money on the internet cafe to talk to my baby? i know why, cause i miss rich. so so so much, i cant think about anything else. dont get me wrong, i miss everyone, but i cant stand being this far from home. its only 12 days (9 left) and want to jump off and swim home. i seriously dont know how im gonna make it. ill be fine once i get to my mothers house, and it doesnt help that im extremely sea sick and want to vomit on myself. everythings so nice and so many things are offered but NOTHING excites me. NOTHING. i had reception on my phone last night cause we were cruising the coast of texas, so i talked to rich alll night. no more service. i cant wait to come home
:(
te amo rich
i miss everyone
so homesick