10 things--stolen from OD
1. List 10 things you want to say to 10 people but never will
2. Don't say who they are (or whether they are IRL people or LJ people)
3. Feel free to comment, but I won't confirm or answer anything
4. Never discuss it again.
1. I don't like who you're becoming. I know it isn't really my business, but I feel like you're different from who you once were and I'm not sure that it's a good change. I feel like you don't need me anymore and I hate it. I want things to be like they used to be. I know that's selfish of me but I can't help it.
2. I'm glad that we had that talk that we had. I feel so much closer to you now and I love it. I didn't know there was so much to say. I took a risk with some of what I said but I'm happy I did. It turned out to be for the best and I feel like we're closer because of it. I'm sorry I didn't tell you things because I assumed you wouldn't understand. I'm sorry I didn't give you that chance.
3. Thank you for listening to me all the time. I feel like I'm constantly telling you my problems and you fix them without expecting anything in return. You've been really helpful to me this year and I'm really grateful. Thank you for listening to me without judging and letting me be selfish when I need to be.
4. I love you. I wish I could tell you but I'm not sure what would happen and I value you as a friend too much to risk it. I wish something would come of it but I'm too scared to tell you that I have feelings for you. It would hurt too much if things got weird between us so I just can't tell you, even though I feel more strongly about you than anyone else. It's different with you, but I'm too scared.
5. I miss you. We used to be such good friends. I'm not sure what happened or whose fault it is, but I wish we could just get over it. I miss the way things used to be and I want to go back to it. I hope I haven't lost you permanently. I'm not sure how to try and change things, though.
6. Thank you for everything that you've given me and given up for me.I don't know what I could have done without you. I could not have made it anywhere near as far as I have without you, and everyday you get me through more. I know how hard I am to deal with sometimes and I'm sorry. I don't mean to disappoint and I really am grateful. I don't think you know just how much I look up to you and value your approval and respect. I don't know what I'll do when I have to start doing things without you.
7. I wish I could help you have what I had. I feel like I'm all you have now and that i have a responsibility to make sure you get everything you deserve. I hope I can make it so that you turn out alright. I'd hate to see you turn out in a way that isn't who you are. I know you are better than that, and I hope I can help show you how. I want you to know that no matter what I love you and you'll always have me, but I don't know how to communicate that to you. I know things are hard but I will do my best to make it easier and protect you. Always. I'm gooing to help you be the wonderful person I know you can be.
8. I am angry with you. I feel wronged by you and I feel like you don't understand at all. You have hurt me so much and you don't even know. You don't even care. How can you be like this to me? What did I do wrong?
9. I admire you. I think you're a great person and I have always wished I could be just like you. I still want to be just like you, and everytime we talk i am reminded of it. I wish we were still as close as we used to be. I hope we will be close again when we're older. Thank you for all the help and support you've given me. I could not be who I am without you.
10. I am worried about you. I try not to be too bossy and I'm sorry that sometimes I seem like a bitch, but it's just because I care about you. I feel like sometimes you don't make the best choices and I want to help you because I care. I hope you don't think I'm too annoying. I'm just trying to help you.
2. Don't say who they are (or whether they are IRL people or LJ people)
3. Feel free to comment, but I won't confirm or answer anything
4. Never discuss it again.
1. I don't like who you're becoming. I know it isn't really my business, but I feel like you're different from who you once were and I'm not sure that it's a good change. I feel like you don't need me anymore and I hate it. I want things to be like they used to be. I know that's selfish of me but I can't help it.
2. I'm glad that we had that talk that we had. I feel so much closer to you now and I love it. I didn't know there was so much to say. I took a risk with some of what I said but I'm happy I did. It turned out to be for the best and I feel like we're closer because of it. I'm sorry I didn't tell you things because I assumed you wouldn't understand. I'm sorry I didn't give you that chance.
3. Thank you for listening to me all the time. I feel like I'm constantly telling you my problems and you fix them without expecting anything in return. You've been really helpful to me this year and I'm really grateful. Thank you for listening to me without judging and letting me be selfish when I need to be.
4. I love you. I wish I could tell you but I'm not sure what would happen and I value you as a friend too much to risk it. I wish something would come of it but I'm too scared to tell you that I have feelings for you. It would hurt too much if things got weird between us so I just can't tell you, even though I feel more strongly about you than anyone else. It's different with you, but I'm too scared.
5. I miss you. We used to be such good friends. I'm not sure what happened or whose fault it is, but I wish we could just get over it. I miss the way things used to be and I want to go back to it. I hope I haven't lost you permanently. I'm not sure how to try and change things, though.
6. Thank you for everything that you've given me and given up for me.I don't know what I could have done without you. I could not have made it anywhere near as far as I have without you, and everyday you get me through more. I know how hard I am to deal with sometimes and I'm sorry. I don't mean to disappoint and I really am grateful. I don't think you know just how much I look up to you and value your approval and respect. I don't know what I'll do when I have to start doing things without you.
7. I wish I could help you have what I had. I feel like I'm all you have now and that i have a responsibility to make sure you get everything you deserve. I hope I can make it so that you turn out alright. I'd hate to see you turn out in a way that isn't who you are. I know you are better than that, and I hope I can help show you how. I want you to know that no matter what I love you and you'll always have me, but I don't know how to communicate that to you. I know things are hard but I will do my best to make it easier and protect you. Always. I'm gooing to help you be the wonderful person I know you can be.
8. I am angry with you. I feel wronged by you and I feel like you don't understand at all. You have hurt me so much and you don't even know. You don't even care. How can you be like this to me? What did I do wrong?
9. I admire you. I think you're a great person and I have always wished I could be just like you. I still want to be just like you, and everytime we talk i am reminded of it. I wish we were still as close as we used to be. I hope we will be close again when we're older. Thank you for all the help and support you've given me. I could not be who I am without you.
10. I am worried about you. I try not to be too bossy and I'm sorry that sometimes I seem like a bitch, but it's just because I care about you. I feel like sometimes you don't make the best choices and I want to help you because I care. I hope you don't think I'm too annoying. I'm just trying to help you.