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[derangedchild]

Stop blaming me
Stop looking at me
I dont want to be around when you speak
Ive heard all this and more
Inside my head
From you
You pushed me away
Ill never really find
What im looking for
Im so fucking confused
Im so fucking abused
I hate these fucking feelings
I hate these fucking dreams
Touch me
Help me heal
Talk to me
Help me redeem
My sanity
My mind
My world
And please
Stop the torment
Of this life with you
I want to destroy
I want to die
Will you help
It seems you wouldn't
What do you care
You dont see me
You dont hear me
Im going insane
Staring into your face
Knowing
Ill never know what its like
To be cared about by you
Ive lost it
Im going beserk
Im going to kill everyone
Starting
With
Myself

I wanted to know who you really are I needed the chance to stitch up my scars I’m father from you than I was in the start why don’t you come right in and tear me apart.I’m trapped and we can’t get along I thought that I was strong but I was wrong