Mar 18, 2004 20:50
Once we were so close
Inseperable I swear
Miles driven between us
And now we're drifting away
What am I supposed to do
With the tears
You aren't here to dry
The burns
You aren't here to heal
The burdens I carry
Of your everyday life
I'm running out
Of love to give you
You give me nothing back
You blow me off
Time and time again
Once I was so important
You loved me so dearly
Your sister I was
Now I'm just an annoyance
A pest
You strive to rid yourself of
Clinging on to you for dear life
I don't want to lose you
Not after all this time
Through all my toil and strife
You've been there
Until now
I need you here so much
Dearest sister
And you've blown me off once again
Why have you left me here
When the darkness
Is at its thickest
My loneliness
At its deepest
My sorrow
Runs its longest
Once you loved me so
Now you've turned away
I love you still
Dearest sister
I handed you the gun
I trusted you so much
"Take this now away
So no harm to me may come"
You turned away
With it in your grasp
Your shoulders shook
In silent tears
Silent wrath
Sinister laugh
You turned to face me
Face twisted
I could not recognize you
With the gun I gave you
You blew me away
Now I'm gone for good
Dearest sister
You've ridded of your pest
But now where will you turn
When the world
All fades to gray
When they turn from you
Where will you run
When you're feeling sad
Who'll catch your tears
No one
My dearest sister
You've done away
With the one
Who loved you so purely
You know she wanted
So to protect you
Wanted only best for you
And still you blew her away
Once you were so close
Now you'll never
See her face once again
Covered in sorrow
You've nowhere to turn
You used my last bullet
To rid of me
I love you
Dearest sister
Why have you done this to me?
She's not coming today at all. She's babysitting.