Getting help
I dreaded going to the doctor, because I knew she would find out what I knew about myself. Last friday I hit rock bottom. I missed all my friends, even friends who I really hadnt talked to in a few years. I felt like a failure you name it. I felt it. I started to cry in the doctors office and just couldn't stop. So the doctor said just shake your head yes or no when I ask you questions. She knew that I was depressed and have anxiety. The other day I had an a panic attack at the library. Not a stressful place, but everything is different. I couldn't understand. I am on prozac, and Diazepam which is also known as Valium I only take that at night. Because I have been having more nightmares lately. The job thing didn't go so well. I showed up for my first day, and he said, well someone else already got the job. Who was this attractive blond busty girl. I was like damn maybe I should have worn a tight shirt. Why bother, why would I want to work for a prick. excuse me.
It is really hard living here. Most people are like yay, and don't know how hard it is to live in, another country. Even though they speak the language but American people are sorta welcomed, if you did not vote for George Bush. Which I didn't because I am a proud D. I voted for John kerry. I will vote for hillary clinton. Any way enough about politics I am going to start driving soon. I took my prozac way before so I am alright and alert to drive. I am just scared. lol
It is really hard living here. Most people are like yay, and don't know how hard it is to live in, another country. Even though they speak the language but American people are sorta welcomed, if you did not vote for George Bush. Which I didn't because I am a proud D. I voted for John kerry. I will vote for hillary clinton. Any way enough about politics I am going to start driving soon. I took my prozac way before so I am alright and alert to drive. I am just scared. lol