Feb 03, 2005 18:29
I'm scared... ah and confused. So I need to decide within the next weeks whether or not I want to play summer ball. The thing is I love playing, another thing is I'm not completely sure whether or not I'm gonna continue to play into college and whether or not it would effect my schedule there. Also, I wanted to get a full-time or mostly full time job during break, but I wont have time to If I'm playing ball.
Well thats pretty much what I'm confused about... but to the scared part... I have 2 F's at the moment and if my coach finds out... I'm screwed. Hopefully I can get my teacher's to put slashes for the moment.
Today was great. I mean I guess I've had better days, but it was still a good day. I've been so tired lately, but I'm sure I'll get over it soon.
But above all... I'm starting to feel sick, blah.
Oh and I learned a new word thanks to LJ... exanimate: having energy sucked from you, sick, lifeless, tired.