my first entry
Well, since everyone seams to want me to start using this, I guess I shall. Right now I am sitting here doing absolutely nothing as I usually do all night. I chat with friends, update my website, but nothing really seams to actually have any substance. I attempt to make conversations with people who at one time called me a friend. These days I don't really have those, I have acquaintances or online friends who have never met me but prolly, just as the people around me, really wouldn't care if I was gone anyways. For the most part I keep to myself, but everyone always seams to be interested in my business, go figure. I guess people just like to watch me fail, makes them feel better about their own failures I guess. But if being able to watch and laugh at me, makes their lives a bit easier, who am I to judge, at least it gives me some sort of purpose. No matter how odd it may seam. The worst part about it is, people tend to go completely out of their way to get me to listen to their opinions or views on me. As if to say that it really makes a whole lot of difference that someone I don't talk to, nor have any reason to, doesn't like me for this or that. Do they expect it to matter to me? If they do, I guess they are in for a very large disappointment, something I tend to be good at I guess. I know it doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize that I am a very easy person to tick off, but why everyones goes out of their way to attempt to tick me off is what I don't quite understand. Is my boring life really so interesting to people? Should I just have a camera crew follow me around 24/7 like on EdTv, would my pointlessness really be that amusing? Maybe I have a hidden fortune waiting to be tapped into with this, (reality hits) eh.. doubt it!
alright class, that is about it for today. Why are you reading this garble anyways? I just can't seam to understand peoples interest, but I guess I shall never know. To everyone who matters, take care and have a good night. To everyone who doesn't (you know who you are), you can take ur opinions and give them to someone who cares, obviously not me...
alright class, that is about it for today. Why are you reading this garble anyways? I just can't seam to understand peoples interest, but I guess I shall never know. To everyone who matters, take care and have a good night. To everyone who doesn't (you know who you are), you can take ur opinions and give them to someone who cares, obviously not me...