Sep 30, 2008 23:11
I thought I had kicked the habit. I thought I was in control of my life now, I thought my dependency had ended. I was wrong. I have been clean for almost two years. Sure there were momentary lapses, times when the pressure from classes drove me to the edge, but those were all ways just momentary lapses. All the warning signs are there. I'm losing interest in things that once exited me, like video games and food. I don't hang out with my friends as much, and when I'm not reading, I'm thinking about reading. In the past week I've read four different books, That's twice of many books I read the last school year. I'm hooked. It began innocently enough, with a graphic novel Sam recommended to me. But when I finished it, it wasn't enough, I wanted more, so read my neighbors book "The Blue Sword" in two days, and then Robert Ludlums "Channcellor Manuscript" immediately after that. I need help