random for the revisit
peezy -
it's been a WHILE.
notice the time.
i've been up since 2pm yesterday.
nothing really much to say,
other than this life im living currently is crazy and hectic and not fun.
these senior classes have me on my toes. i suppose that's a good.
i miss sophomore year. or what it held.
i couldn't tell you why.
maybe things were just easier.
i am in limbo between numerous friend circles.
several i could choose from, but often the thought of effort stops me.
this house has an air of discomfort, and is discomforting.
not home.
there are so many girls i'd/i've consider/ed dating.
i just wish i could narrow my scope.
there doesn't seem to be one.
i suppose that comes with dating.
which is probably a bad idea.
God has been on the shelf for quite a while now.
i've numbed myself to HIm.
and sometimes i don't care.
enough to not care about not caring.
it sucks.
i need to start with some discipline somewhere...
it's been a WHILE.
notice the time.
i've been up since 2pm yesterday.
nothing really much to say,
other than this life im living currently is crazy and hectic and not fun.
these senior classes have me on my toes. i suppose that's a good.
i miss sophomore year. or what it held.
i couldn't tell you why.
maybe things were just easier.
i am in limbo between numerous friend circles.
several i could choose from, but often the thought of effort stops me.
this house has an air of discomfort, and is discomforting.
not home.
there are so many girls i'd/i've consider/ed dating.
i just wish i could narrow my scope.
there doesn't seem to be one.
i suppose that comes with dating.
which is probably a bad idea.
God has been on the shelf for quite a while now.
i've numbed myself to HIm.
and sometimes i don't care.
enough to not care about not caring.
it sucks.
i need to start with some discipline somewhere...