apparently i'm in the mood to say a ton
this is the most, and most often, i've written in awhile. probably since the ol' xanga days when i'd write two or three times a day to absolutely no audience.
i just finished a book that i think everyone- especially if you're afraid of dying itself- should read. it's called 'veronika decides to die' and i guess it explores how the reality of death can encourage life and living. i guess sort of how i've thought about it... the knowledge that one day we will inevitably be gone and who knows, outside of faith and belief, what happens next. so why not live. i know this is probably a pretty uncomfortable topic for lots of people and not one i talk about openly too often. sometimes i suppose you just need a reminder to say 'hey, don't forget to live today'.
on another note maybe i'll spend money next week on getting my nails done. maybe not, hm.
i think i want to take a lunch soon.
i really want to hear something sweet. meaningful too.
maybe i just have the crazies from being hungry, i am awful hungry.