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coldplay reminds me distinctly of two things. playing partypoker and watching dateline thursday during the summer on brians computer in his room while he wasnt home. and driving around at night during the summer in my moms car with the sunroof open. funny how it gets so specific.
i had a revelation, a bit of self discovery today. all of a sudden it just blatantly hit me and i was pretty excited when i realized it. this is possibly the coolest thing ive ever realized and its a shame only three people, if that, will read this.. maybe ill write a book.
i discovered the sole reason why i relate to some people and dont enjoy spending time with others is largely based on what degree they make music a part of their lives. people who cant keep a simple beat or sing, for some reason i just find ignorant. on the other hand people who are affected by music and make it a part of their lives, i just find more interesting- i relate to them easier. i think its a completely subconscious thing because its not like im that musically inclined or particularly interested in learning about it. ive just been around it for so long- subconsciously its become a huge part of me. i can play this coldplay cd and its complete ny-friends-summer-nostalgia-mania. it affects me and if i want to change my mood, i listen to music. people who dont relate to that? i dont understand anyone that doesnt make music, in one way or another, a part of their lives. if they arent affected by it on some level, i just dont undertsand that and its gone so far as to develop into the deciding factor on whether or not i can relate to someone... again subconsciously. im not choosing to like you less because you dont associate music with any part of your life and it doesnt affect you. does anyone know what im talking about?
deepest lj entry of mine to date? possibly. possibly.
biggest revelation ive ever had? yes.
*also, anyone who wants a pound of free coffee, things can be negotiated.
i had a revelation, a bit of self discovery today. all of a sudden it just blatantly hit me and i was pretty excited when i realized it. this is possibly the coolest thing ive ever realized and its a shame only three people, if that, will read this.. maybe ill write a book.
i discovered the sole reason why i relate to some people and dont enjoy spending time with others is largely based on what degree they make music a part of their lives. people who cant keep a simple beat or sing, for some reason i just find ignorant. on the other hand people who are affected by music and make it a part of their lives, i just find more interesting- i relate to them easier. i think its a completely subconscious thing because its not like im that musically inclined or particularly interested in learning about it. ive just been around it for so long- subconsciously its become a huge part of me. i can play this coldplay cd and its complete ny-friends-summer-nostalgia-mania. it affects me and if i want to change my mood, i listen to music. people who dont relate to that? i dont understand anyone that doesnt make music, in one way or another, a part of their lives. if they arent affected by it on some level, i just dont undertsand that and its gone so far as to develop into the deciding factor on whether or not i can relate to someone... again subconsciously. im not choosing to like you less because you dont associate music with any part of your life and it doesnt affect you. does anyone know what im talking about?
deepest lj entry of mine to date? possibly. possibly.
biggest revelation ive ever had? yes.
*also, anyone who wants a pound of free coffee, things can be negotiated.