story 2
alright, alright -i promised you last week to write the second story right after the first one- but hey- the weather is just so incredible and i can´t hang out in front of the computer all day...gotta catch some sun:-)))
right, the second story is not as exciting as the first one, it´s quite serious *wonders if she still will be a hero for kenny**oficially?*
story 2:
the day after the amazing star-wars premiere i got up early in the morning to get ready for school.i wondered where my psycho-flatmat was and went into her room to wake her up.she was already awake.she looked at me in a funny way and went: "i´m going to kill myself"...i was like SIGH...NOT AGAIN GIRL IT`S GETTING BOOORING...she told me about her love-problems and how she got hurt once more and that she´s always been unlucky all her life and what a poooooor,poor girl she is....i was very patient (as always), listened to her and didn´t take her "i´m gonna diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeee today" too serious- i was like HM,I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT...ERM;GET READY FOR SCHOOL CAUSE WE`VE GOTTA GO but she kept saying "ina- please, go to school alone and leave me here, and please don´t be sad if i won´t be there when you return...*whines*- you´ve gotta learn to let go and i don´t wanna live anymore, it´s better for me, believe me...my time has come...*sobbs*"...oh, pleeeeeeeeease, of cause i saty there if she talk such fu***** BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!how would you feel if something happened to her while you´re at school and yoiu even know it???...well,so i couldn´t go to school that morning either, what a shit!!!she kept saying that for 2 HOURS!!!!("i´m gonna kill myself ina, really..." BLAH BLAH)!!!and she kept talking about the way she would kill herself while i´m away.how psycho is that?then she got another stupid idea: ("i could go to duisburg to him by train...the ticket is 83 euro, but i don´t have any money...plus, i´d need only 50 euro cash to survive there...ina, if you really don´t want me to die, could you lend me the money?")...that´s so mean, i felt being under pressure so much...she really brought me down with her bloody bad mood and she wanted me to feel bad, too, i know that cause i talked to a professional person about that...she wanted to take me under pressure and wouldn´t want me to be happy- only because she was lovesick????i mean, i know people who have REAL problems, who just try to survive somehow because they have to care for their sick patents and have to earn the money for, like, the whole family- and she is ONLY BLOODY LOVESICK!!!!she was like I`M THE POOREST PERSON IN THE WORLD, but doesn´t she know real problems???
anyways, i refused to give her the money (clever me *pets herself*:-)), to keep this story short, she went into a hospital for psycho´s (and is already back:-((( ) and i descided to move out- definitely!i tell you what: she even managed it to make me feel bad the following days...i was at school, run to the toilet whenever i had to start crying, had swollen, red eyes all day, could hardly speak to anyone and the worst: i couldn´t concentrate on my work!now i have to catch up with all the others in making a wig (and that´s a LOT of work- believe me...it takes about 60-70 hours to finish it and it has to be finished in 2 weeks!!!)...i stil have to develop a show-hairstyle and gotta organize some decoration for it...had to finish that beard (that´s a lot of work too)...and it´s all her fault...dunno how to catch up with the others, have to work all weekend trough (and it´s so sunny outside...) now, ain´t that sad???
right, the second story is not as exciting as the first one, it´s quite serious *wonders if she still will be a hero for kenny**oficially?*
story 2:
the day after the amazing star-wars premiere i got up early in the morning to get ready for school.i wondered where my psycho-flatmat was and went into her room to wake her up.she was already awake.she looked at me in a funny way and went: "i´m going to kill myself"...i was like SIGH...NOT AGAIN GIRL IT`S GETTING BOOORING...she told me about her love-problems and how she got hurt once more and that she´s always been unlucky all her life and what a poooooor,poor girl she is....i was very patient (as always), listened to her and didn´t take her "i´m gonna diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeee today" too serious- i was like HM,I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT...ERM;GET READY FOR SCHOOL CAUSE WE`VE GOTTA GO but she kept saying "ina- please, go to school alone and leave me here, and please don´t be sad if i won´t be there when you return...*whines*- you´ve gotta learn to let go and i don´t wanna live anymore, it´s better for me, believe me...my time has come...*sobbs*"...oh, pleeeeeeeeease, of cause i saty there if she talk such fu***** BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!how would you feel if something happened to her while you´re at school and yoiu even know it???...well,so i couldn´t go to school that morning either, what a shit!!!she kept saying that for 2 HOURS!!!!("i´m gonna kill myself ina, really..." BLAH BLAH)!!!and she kept talking about the way she would kill herself while i´m away.how psycho is that?then she got another stupid idea: ("i could go to duisburg to him by train...the ticket is 83 euro, but i don´t have any money...plus, i´d need only 50 euro cash to survive there...ina, if you really don´t want me to die, could you lend me the money?")...that´s so mean, i felt being under pressure so much...she really brought me down with her bloody bad mood and she wanted me to feel bad, too, i know that cause i talked to a professional person about that...she wanted to take me under pressure and wouldn´t want me to be happy- only because she was lovesick????i mean, i know people who have REAL problems, who just try to survive somehow because they have to care for their sick patents and have to earn the money for, like, the whole family- and she is ONLY BLOODY LOVESICK!!!!she was like I`M THE POOREST PERSON IN THE WORLD, but doesn´t she know real problems???
anyways, i refused to give her the money (clever me *pets herself*:-)), to keep this story short, she went into a hospital for psycho´s (and is already back:-((( ) and i descided to move out- definitely!i tell you what: she even managed it to make me feel bad the following days...i was at school, run to the toilet whenever i had to start crying, had swollen, red eyes all day, could hardly speak to anyone and the worst: i couldn´t concentrate on my work!now i have to catch up with all the others in making a wig (and that´s a LOT of work- believe me...it takes about 60-70 hours to finish it and it has to be finished in 2 weeks!!!)...i stil have to develop a show-hairstyle and gotta organize some decoration for it...had to finish that beard (that´s a lot of work too)...and it´s all her fault...dunno how to catch up with the others, have to work all weekend trough (and it´s so sunny outside...) now, ain´t that sad???