Well, hey there!

Sep 26, 2012 09:17

So it's been almost two years since my last post here and I've decided I need to start journaling and writing again.

I should be doing a better job of documenting and controlling my life, as only I can.

So much has happened in the two years I've been silent here. I've moved on to a better job at work. My relationship with my mom and younger
brother is much better. My relationship with my younger sister is dead, at the moment. I've made some of the most wonderful friends, and I think
I'm generally happier in life than I was two years ago.

It's interesting in my family dynamic. There has always been a child on the outs or causing problems for the other two. For the longest time it was my younger brother, with my younger sister and I banding against him. How things have changed! He's graduated high school, though we didn't think he would. My younger sister now is on the outs, with the REST of the family (including my mom). She's becoming someone we don't want to be around or associate with. Mainly this is due to her choosing to keep a less than reputable man in her life to date. He's been cordial to
the family, but they treat each other like shit and both continue to put up with it. If you consistently fight or get into fights...why force
staying together because you're too scared to be vulnerable with another person?

So through a wonderful radio show that I listen to Frosty, Heidi and Frank (now Heidi and Frank) I've had the wonderful ability to meet some of the greatest people. A few are definitely people I can see being friends for life, for sure. It's amazing the level of support and laughter I receive from these newest friends and some current friends barely interact with me. Maybe our friendship has lost its luster, I guess. Oh well, I can't be torn up and lose sleep over it. I shouldn't have to fight for you to be in my life.

Tiny update for now, more to come for sure...probably going to cross post this stuff to Twitter and my Facebook when I reactivate it.

Ciao for now.
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