testing the strong ones.

[depthsofdreamsx]

im so tired of the bullshit and the lies.
im so tired of the talking behind the back.
im so tired of the two faced assholes.
im so tired of people being so sketchy.
im so tired of feeling like something is always missing.
im so tired of being confused.
im so tired of Arguing on this stupid livejournal.
im so tired of being unhappy.
im so tired of kayla and her blabing about how she didnt mean to hurt me and shes sorry, he was the only thing that was going okay in my life and she fucking took it away, w.e. i guess he wasnt worth it and i shouldnt waste my time thinking about it, i can fucking do better than this. I Know i can. i HATTTTE arguing its pointless and gets you no where.
im so tired of feeling like nobody really cares about me.
im so tired of failing at everything.
im so tired of feeling like im just wasting my time.
im so tired of feeling like ill never find anyone that wont break my fucking heart and step on it 218561985 times in a row.
im so tired of being mad at the world.

im not Mad, Sad, Hurt, Pissed, aggravated, anymore.

im just tired.
so so tired.