Sep 29, 2005 16:33
when will that time come? will it actually happen? why do i even want it to come so badly?
oh yea, thats why, fuck
ive been amazinly tired these days, and last time i went to the doctor she took lots of blood and told my mom i have very low iron and im unhealthy. i dont know how to make myself healthy and have more energy, im fine with how im eating and stuff i dont want to change how im living.
it was cold outside today, and maysa and aaron wouldnt let me go get my jacket. they both just raped me so i would feel a little warmer but it didnt help....
apparently everyone wants aaron? hes a nice boy, and hes my new friend.
but on the up side, i have a new job and it is going to be amazing, im really excited
i dont know why i make some friends only posts and some public posts. people can see what i write either way, and people can assume what i mean by some things, so i might as well blatantly write what im thinking, but im a pussy so i cant.