It's been a while..
Whew, its been a long time since I've written in here. Stacy said if I wrote in here she'd make it all pretty, so here I am! Ehh.. I went to church today, which was cool because we go to the highschool service now. It was really weird at the same time though because at the jr. high service you can be crazy and weird and excited because everyones like that. But at the high school service everyone is so.. serious. They don't like to have fun or get excited that much. Worried about looking like fools, I guess. But come on. Anywayy, I'm scared about highschool. It is so ridiculous that I'm scared, though, because I HATE caring what other people think about me. I also HATE the fact that I am sort of scared of the upperclassmen. Scared of the temptations that come with being in highschool, maybe? I don't know. Now-a-days it seems like I'm scared of everything. Not just of highschool, I know I'll be just fine so its not so bad. But EVERYTHING. I'll probably end up dying at the ripe old age of 16 from an ulcer or high blood pressure or something. Sometimes I feel so scared of everything that I don't want to get out of bed.