Mar 25, 2004 19:00
Aw man, I am so tired. School is wearing me out! It like zaps all your energy so all you want to do when you get home is stare at the T.V. or sleep. Since this is the only time your parents see you, they think you are just lazy. BUT IF THEY COULD SEE WHAT SCHOOL IS LIKE NOW! Heh. I'll tell you what, the thought of the wonderful things to come in summer are the only things keeping me going. HARRY POTTER JUNE 4TH!!!!!!! That is a tie for first with me getting my braces off. If you have then, you understand. It is 9 o'clock right now and I haven't been to sleep before 12 ONCE this week. Don't worry though because I'm not about to start. I still have FORTY things to do that I can't go to sleep without doing. Its not one of those things where I can get away with NOT doing it and I can just do it when I have time. Uh-uh. I have to clean the whole upstairs (and where is Miranda to help me? Nowhere to be seen.) and get ready for tomorrow and ALL THIS JUNK. And to put the cherry on the cupcake (taw-haw, I don't even like cherries. I do like cupcakes though) I am totally sick of being patient with people. It is SO hard because nobody will leave me alone for a SECOND and they'll crack like a hundred corny jokes that they've already cracked 9 times and I can't just not fake laugh. I have to fake laugh and pretend like they are so darn funny because I AM TOO NICE. Not really but I know how it feels to be given that look. You know, the one that basically says, "uhh..mhmm." Its driving me CRAZY! I feel like I am constantly having to put on a "good mood" show. And then people see that I'm nice and cheery, and so they get encouraged to keep going. I find it funny how pathetic this all is. Oh well. Lovely talking to you, as always!
In His Love,
Miss Patience