They say ''killed''

Oct 04, 2012 20:37

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gothickangel92 October 4 2012, 19:06:25 UTC
I'm sorry to hear about your father's passing and how you've been affected by it, and I'm sure his passing will always be a part of you, but how dare some people be so cruel as to say such words! It's inhumane and they should be thoroughly ashamed of themselves! As you said, it was his own decision to take his life and you should not be blamed for that! I'm sorry that people can be so cruel but at the same time, I'm glad that you said you have friends to comfort you

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deprivation666 October 5 2012, 10:52:25 UTC
It can't be changed now, can it?
I guess, I am just too emotional. I mean, I have neard even worse when dad was alive but I guess, I have lost my ability to keep everything in my heart / head.
Thank you very much for your supporting. It means much to me. <3

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juuu_chan October 4 2012, 21:39:49 UTC
I want to react and say I understand, But I can't, and I honestly don't know what to say.
I think that, whenever someone passes away it makes my heart ache, for it to be your own father must hurt 100 times as bad, no matter how he acted.
I believe you when you say you felt numb and like a vegetable, for this must be one of the worst pains. and then the people saying all kinds of stuff about it...
I think that's the moment in which I loose faith in some people. I can't understand how some of them have to do this. Make life more miserable for someone just because they feel like it.
Even though it is indeed far away, I am there for you, whenever. Because a reassuring word is ten times as powerful as distructive ones, it's true when you believe it.

I'm sorry about him passing away, and I'm sorry how this turned out for you… I'm sorry I'm not there to give you a real hug, so here's a virtual one *hugs*

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deprivation666 October 5 2012, 10:55:36 UTC
*laugh* I have lost my faith in human beings when I turned 10. I guess, people like to feel other's pain and make them feel worse than they were before. It's in human's nature now, I guess. Some of us didn't "catch" it and some of us had taken that from the rotten society.
I am really happy to know that I have you. You are helping me a lot. You had even helped me at the past. I am happy to know you <3

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alohalife October 6 2012, 20:20:14 UTC
I'm sorry to hear that... I remember you mentioning your father in one of your emails and I'm kind of glad I didn't ask you about what happened back then, know that I got to know about it, it makes me feel sort of relieved that I didn't cause you any pain by bringing it up..
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I wish I could tell you that time helps you feel better as it passes but I know that it's not true, I still grieve for my grandpa's death and it's been almost a decade. I wish I could be there to comfort you in every way I could but since I can' t do that I'll just let you know that if you ever need to talk to someone, you can write me and I'll try to help you the best I can.

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deprivation666 October 7 2012, 16:00:05 UTC
Heh, it won't bring the pain up. I mean, I am an open book - if you want me to ask something you can ask. I talk without thinking and that can't cause any pain. My brains are shut when my mouth is open.

I am sorry about your grandpa.

I am happy to know that you are here for me. It means much to me, really. Thank you very much <3

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