suicide?

[depressedyonni]

This isnt the first time ive contemplated on wether i should kill myself or not because there is just so much shit in my life its not even funny, according to my grandmother nothing i do is good enough for her or my grandpa and i am one of the best local guitar players that ive heard and ive only been playing for about 1 year now and thats a whole lot of shit to just pick up like that and ive been teaching my self so thats saving money, they never support me in anything that i do, and they treat me like fucking shit, and its not just that i go to school to get away from all the fucking shit at my house and then when i get there it seems that all thats going around is eew you like her or god i hate her shes so stupid, and i make it my job to keep everyone from fighting cuz i cant stand it, and it seems that i can never do anything right because i try to help Ashli, ill do anything for her (with in reason) to keep her happy cuz it hurts me to see her cry about something like what shes going through, becuase i went through the same thing and it fucking sux i cant stand it and im out. so yeah bye leave me one

your dark friend
Taylor