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Jun 14, 2007 04:06

Hi everyone! Ive never posted here before., but i need some advice or anything. i feel so alone.

Ive been depressed off and on for what seems like forever and im only 16.
Today was my last day of school and Im not even really happy. Im relieved that i dont have to do homework anymore (not that i could concentrate or really get it done anyways) but its like i cant even feel happy anymore. Do you guys feel like this?
I want help so bad. I want out of this mad cycle of depression, eating disorders, and cutting. Whats wrong with me. jeesh. Me and my mom dont really get along and my dads basically non existant. I really want to tell my mom, because i want to talk to a therapist or somehting but i cant. I kinda tried today, on the phone, but she just chewed me out on my grades. Ive never done bad in school before this semester. everythings gotten so much worse. I hate her so how am i supposed to tell her. I cant live like this anymore. im so stuck. =[
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