hi there livejournal
I need some advice and this community looks really helpful. I don't know if I'm depressed or not, but I think somethings going on. In the past few months I just haven't been myself. I've been eating a lot, binging, which isn't normal for me. Whenever I'm alone, I don't feel like doing anything. I'm very into sewing and used to do it all the time, but not so much anymore. I'm just mooching around.
One of my good friends told me at the end of the summer that she simply didn't want to be my friend anymore and said she hated me. We didn't speak until recently. She's trying to get on my good graces again, but I realized...I don't want to be her friend. I've been realizing as I've been with my friends that I really don't like most of them. They are fake, petty, and annoying.
This might not be related, but I've been crying over really random things. typically when stuff isn't organized properly. My linen closet was in disarray and I bawled. I couldn't take it being so messy so I had to clean it right away. That's happened a few times...but that could be something else entirely.
I'm worried...Could this be related in any way to college stress? I'm a senior in hs and everyone pretty much knows that game.
One of my good friends told me at the end of the summer that she simply didn't want to be my friend anymore and said she hated me. We didn't speak until recently. She's trying to get on my good graces again, but I realized...I don't want to be her friend. I've been realizing as I've been with my friends that I really don't like most of them. They are fake, petty, and annoying.
This might not be related, but I've been crying over really random things. typically when stuff isn't organized properly. My linen closet was in disarray and I bawled. I couldn't take it being so messy so I had to clean it right away. That's happened a few times...but that could be something else entirely.
I'm worried...Could this be related in any way to college stress? I'm a senior in hs and everyone pretty much knows that game.