HAPPINESS!!!

May 11, 2004 22:35

today was AWSOME!!. .first. .i went outside in my 5th period study with eric, shane, taco, amanda, and jenny. . ."I WANNA CLIMB THE ROCK WALL!!". .didn't get to tho. . but then i hadda stay for detenion. .blah!. .but i only hadda stay for no more than 5 min, he walked in (i was sitting there waiting for him) and he said "see ya pat!". .i was like "WHOA!!". .then me, eric and shane all hadda lil fun with Mrs. Knight. . messing with her head!. . i came outside and shanes in the driver's seat of her car with eric in the back and kim knight in the front. . mrs. knight comes out and see's us takeing off (lmao!, i'll NEVER forget the look on her face). . shane, decideing to back up, nearly drives into a jeep sittin on the OPOSITE side of the driveway thingy outside the b-water lobby. .he cant do it, so kim does it, then while mrs. knights distracted. .eric casually walks up to the drivers side, gets in, and puts it in drive as if it were his car and he did this every day. . shane starts sayin " you wont do it, im callin your bluff! ". .eric. .*sigh*. . being eric!. . takes off with me chaseing after him cuz i wanna ride in the back. . so after i finally catch up with him i hafta jump in the back window. .which was THANKFULLY open. . he pulls back into the driveway and then i ask if i can drive. . i was the ONLY one that didn't get to drive. . i was PISS'D!!. . but i was laughin too hard to care THAT much. . then nikki came back to skool and we spent some "quality time" together. . omg!. . i love her sooooo fucking much. .its not even funny. . if i was 19 and her 18. .i would propose. .(i just hope she isn't reading this right now, lol, that'd ruin the surprise), but i still haven't decided HOW im going to do it. . i wanna make it UNBELIEVEABLY special. . like at a log cabin on the side of a snow covered vally just as the sun is riseing. . .like i want it to be something she'll talk about for the rest of her life. . I LOVE YOU SOOO FUCKING MUCH NIKKI!!, I NEVER WANT US TO FALL APART!!, NEVER!!!

OH!, and whoever's reading this right now better look at the entry below this and ask me some fucking questions or i'll hunt you down and stick a 30 foot pike up your ass till you could sit on the ground with the pike sticking up in the air. . .

*** " I'D GIVE MY LIFE JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY "I LOVE YOU" ONE LAST TIME. . I'D USE MY LAST BREATH TO TRY TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I CARE, HOW EVERY TIME IM WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE IM WALKING ON CLOUDS. . .I'D DO N-E THING FOR YOU TO STAY HERE BY MY SIDE. .FOREVER. . ." ***

NIKKI. . .
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