Apr 25, 2004 21:18
well. . .skool starts up again 2morow. . .i half cant wait, and i half dread goin back. . .idk whether to be jumping up and down or trying to hide under my bed. . .i wonder if nikki's gonna b back 2morow. . . AGAIN!. . i half hope, half dread whether or not she'll be there. . . .the only good part to this is i wont hafta deal with my parents until 2morow night. . but they haven't been that bad ( excludeing my mother. . ) but its been kinda. . .well. . .BETTER. . .around here since i got caught. . .i haven't fought with laura. . AS MUCH!. . . and my dad's b'n kinda cool. .for a change. . .i just hope i can be EXTREMELY good so i can go the mall with nikki this weekend for her b-day. . .( 4/28 if n-e one was wondering )but this all depends on whether or not my mother situation doesn't change. . . see. . normally i would go with her this weekend, but sincer our last . . . "encounter". . . we haven't been on eachothers "best terms". . in other words she tole me i was a prick/brat/ass ( same as my father ) and that i was a terible son and that she wouldn't see, speak, or pick me up on weekends ( or anyother day for that matter ) until i 100% changed and apologized. . . of course when i said "i promise i'll TRY. . " she flipped out. . .and yeah. . .ok. . well im off to go watch a cat orgy, eat some cheesy poofs, see kenny sit in womens cliteris for 6 hours, and get chansed around by "truth" ( anti-smoker/drug ) maniacs that want me to be in a comercial for smokeing saying "the next time u see me. . .wait. . u wont see me" on account that im DIEING, so after i do it they can shove a ( supsicious looking ) cupcake in my face and tell me to eat it and that my life is a sacrafice for a good cause. . so yeah. . .if i dont eat the cupcake i'll make another entry 2morow and tell u how the day went. . lata. . oh!, and please comment. . no1 EVER seems to comment. . i feel very alone when i write these and you fucking assholes make me feel more alone then when im writeing these. . so fucking comment or i'll show up at ur house with a dildo and a shotgun ( depending on sex of person ) and i'll either shoot u in privates, or fuck you up the ass. . ( also depending on sex. . .) . . . . . .IM SORRY!!. . I LOVE YOU!!. . PLEASE COMMENT SO I DONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH WITH ANY OF THIS STUFF AND I DONT HAFTA LOSE ANOTHER "FRIEND" OVER THEM NOT COMMENTING ON MY BOREING LIFE. . . . . .