I MISS NIKKI!!. . .
man. . its been 3 days since i last talked to nikki. . but its felt like 3 LIFETIMES. . . i miss her soooo much. . i cant stand it n-e more. . everything i do reminds me of her. . i went and saw the big apple circus with my lil sis for her b-day. . and there were these two ppl, ( boy and girl ) doin sumthin on a high wire or sumthin. . an the first thing i thought was. . "man. . .wouldn't that be cool if me and nikki could do that. . ". . an yeah, i kno thats a lil stupid. . but i mean. . .everything!. . absolutely EVERYTHING reminds me of her. . and it hurts knowing she's a whole 9 or 10 states away. . .i cant talk to her, i cant see her. . i cant be with her. . i cant stop thikin bout her either. . im tearing up inside cuz i miss her so much. . .k. . i dont feel like talking about this anymore. . it hurts too much. . . its not that i wanna forget nikki. . its just i want her to be back home in my arms. . .where ( in my opinion ) where me and her belong. . .