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so here i am, 310 am, drunk as hell.
its been awhile my dear internet friends. In the time i havent updated ive been dumped. once in a blacked out nonsense thing, then again in a more or less drunk nonsense thing, and then finally today in a sober nonsense thing.
I stated my side, and points, rather ineffectually.
I would say im depressed, and i would be right, but still
Fuck
thats all i have to say, is fuck.
i wish i had more, i wish i had a real reason why this happened, but i dont, i think i fucked up along the way, but im not sure how. I treated her good when i was sober, and i didnt drink as much as i have before, i worked a lot, and i tried to spend enough time with her, and if it werent for my fear of saying i love you, i would have said it earlier.
Im a fun drunk, if you can either keep up or play along. She was a lightweight who didnt like my sadistic sense of humor and got wasted too fast.
I took care of her, i did as much i could, or at least since im a failure as a boyfriend, as much as i knew how.
fuck fuck fuck
breaking up isnt hard to do, all you have to be is mad, its refelecting on something you didnt really understand and hoping that maybe it was all your fault you can find a way to fix it.
But i think its done for now...sad times for dave, i'll miss her, even if she thought i was an insane freak who never made much sense and had a fear of intimacy.
Tahnk god im irish, or else i wouldnt have known that you can drink pain away,
its been awhile my dear internet friends. In the time i havent updated ive been dumped. once in a blacked out nonsense thing, then again in a more or less drunk nonsense thing, and then finally today in a sober nonsense thing.
I stated my side, and points, rather ineffectually.
I would say im depressed, and i would be right, but still
Fuck
thats all i have to say, is fuck.
i wish i had more, i wish i had a real reason why this happened, but i dont, i think i fucked up along the way, but im not sure how. I treated her good when i was sober, and i didnt drink as much as i have before, i worked a lot, and i tried to spend enough time with her, and if it werent for my fear of saying i love you, i would have said it earlier.
Im a fun drunk, if you can either keep up or play along. She was a lightweight who didnt like my sadistic sense of humor and got wasted too fast.
I took care of her, i did as much i could, or at least since im a failure as a boyfriend, as much as i knew how.
fuck fuck fuck
breaking up isnt hard to do, all you have to be is mad, its refelecting on something you didnt really understand and hoping that maybe it was all your fault you can find a way to fix it.
But i think its done for now...sad times for dave, i'll miss her, even if she thought i was an insane freak who never made much sense and had a fear of intimacy.
Tahnk god im irish, or else i wouldnt have known that you can drink pain away,