we were all in love and we all got hurt
So, here it is. Im only updating because its 6:40 a.m. and for once im not rushing around trying to get ready on time. Lately its almost as if time stands still. Well, it moves but nothing ever happens. I have the same feeling pounded into my thoughts "alone, alone, alone". School is the same annoyance every day. Get up after 6 hours of sleep, rush to get ready, worry about the homework i didnt do, go to school probably getting there just in time, have to sit through 10 prayers by the end of the day, have the same tedious classes, have to look at the same perfect barbie doll preps and their beautiful boyfriends and wonder why that isnt me. The family sucks, my sister found out i was bisexual somehow and now shes just about disgusted with me, my mom is definetly the most annoying human being on this planet, and my dad..the only one who was on my side..is turning one me. Good news is i saw a movie on "on demand" that you should all watch. Its called "rules of attraction". I dont like the title because it doesn't do it justice. It has alot of deeper meaning so if your a close minded type of person then you'll probably just think its some depressing porno.
I hate school, its now 6:50 a.m., ten minutes closer to the time when i depart from my house and have to sit through 7 hours at te hell hole. I quit fencing, its not my thing and it will interfere with jazz band. Im sick of my school but i have no where else to go. I cant possibly go to AHS, they'll eat me alive. People there hate me and im so happy to be away from that drama. I just want highschool to be over with. I want to be partying my ass off at college and gettign good grades because the only classes i take are ones that dont make me want to pull my hair out.
Its now 6:55, a slow typer you think. Well i dont care what you think. Dont forget about the book i told you all about a couple entrys ago "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky. You really should read it before you die. Well ive sat and ive thought and i have nothing else to say.
6:59, goodbye.
I hate school, its now 6:50 a.m., ten minutes closer to the time when i depart from my house and have to sit through 7 hours at te hell hole. I quit fencing, its not my thing and it will interfere with jazz band. Im sick of my school but i have no where else to go. I cant possibly go to AHS, they'll eat me alive. People there hate me and im so happy to be away from that drama. I just want highschool to be over with. I want to be partying my ass off at college and gettign good grades because the only classes i take are ones that dont make me want to pull my hair out.
Its now 6:55, a slow typer you think. Well i dont care what you think. Dont forget about the book i told you all about a couple entrys ago "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky. You really should read it before you die. Well ive sat and ive thought and i have nothing else to say.
6:59, goodbye.