What A Plain Day
Today is such a crapy day out, its all cold and rainy and lonely and depressing. Im sitting on the comp with the dogs in the house thats it, everyone else has ditched me for the day. Today is just one of those days that you just want to be depressed and in a "geh" mood. ::Sigh:: I donno what the hell is going on anymore, everything is really confusing and all to busy, I donno what to do. The thing that gets me more than anything is the fact that I cant even work on things with my bestfreind cause his phone and net is down right now, I feel terrible about everything that Ive done and the freindships Ive ruined, some of the most worthwhile things in my life. I miss the days when I was still in school so much, everything was perfect now that I look back on it and I was extreamly happy most of the time. It just makes me so depressed when I think about how things were and how much I miss them, I just wanna break down when I think of them, maybe Im just weak, I dunno. Anyways thats about all I have to say, later.