yeah!

[deppinkprincess]

so... my last two weeks sucked, it was weird though, i talked to my freind this weekend and she told me I changed, but obviously I knew that. But she said I changed because I didn't care anymore. I remember before I always said I hate people who don't care. I haven't thought about that in a long time. And I think she's right. So we'll see how that goes. And now I have to see if i can get my optimism back before it's gone forever. K i doubt a week would've flushed it out of my sytem but hey ya never know. My mom's bunny died tonight, mopsy daisy. It was really sad, but I didn't cry. I guess now I expect dumb shit to happen. I've just had a lot happen in the last 2 weeks, normally I'd be a wreck, but 3 tears was it. It fits in with the not caring thing too. It scared the shit out of me. I need to learn how to expect good again, not like the last two weeks have been so detrimental, but I guess the higher you are the harder you fall, and I was on the empire state building. Kickass 2 weeks, maybe best in my life to bad dumb awful shitty ass two weeks. That is a long ass fall. I guess what I'm saying is I'm being positive and care again. Hopefully. I mean Definately!

I'm thinking I definately have shit to be happy about when I get back. sigh.