AHHHH!
What the fuck is going on? I dunno! I have no idea! This is just one of those times in life that make you really appreciate the good times. I'm so frustrated! It's unbelievable. I'm sooooo afraid of failing my bio 2 and chem 2 classes. They were so much harder than last semster! Last final... didn't study, had the funnest week of my life. Now... THE WORST! I'm sooooooo worried! I never am! EVER! This is serious! I have 3 papers due for tuesday, 3 finals, by wed. Two hardest tests of my life are wed. I'm scared beyond all reason. So I call my mom for some comfort... and she tells me "life only gets harder!" thanks mom! NOT what I wanted to hear at all! So then I say "stop being mean!" and she says "happy mothers day to you too!" I was like okay... So now my mom's mad at me! Wait until she sees my grades! I'm soooooo afraid of failing! Even if I don't and get D's my mom and dad will be PISSED! PISSED! The worst part is I think they won't actually be that mad... they might expect it of me by now. That's how I feel anyways.
So I come back to my room and make maccarroni, can't wait to eat it, and go to drain it, and I spill scalding hot water all over my hand. Hurts like a mother fucker! And I just started bawling, just tears were rolling down my face, because that was the last fucking step! I'd never been burnt that hard in my whole fucking life! The worst part is my freinds in the room and sees me just start crying, and she apologizes every 30 seconds for noting as it is so she's like are you okay omg! What's wrong! It was awful! So I go to visit the kitties, I LOVE THEM! My freinds got 3 kittens, so I went to go visit them so they'd cheer me up. Damn I wish I was a cat they have it sooooo easy! My fucking hand is killllllling me!!!! God I'm worried! I just want it to skip to a week forward when all of this shit is over! I feel so bad for the kitties though, they're gonna be split up really soon and they're so happy together but that's how life is, and they're so cute and nieve right now, but I'm afraid they won't be as happy. ANd I know moving away from here is gonna be so hard! I love SA, but I'm used to living here and obviously I don't adjust well. K I gotta go to church now. I can not WAIT for next week, unless I fail! AHHHHHH!
So I come back to my room and make maccarroni, can't wait to eat it, and go to drain it, and I spill scalding hot water all over my hand. Hurts like a mother fucker! And I just started bawling, just tears were rolling down my face, because that was the last fucking step! I'd never been burnt that hard in my whole fucking life! The worst part is my freinds in the room and sees me just start crying, and she apologizes every 30 seconds for noting as it is so she's like are you okay omg! What's wrong! It was awful! So I go to visit the kitties, I LOVE THEM! My freinds got 3 kittens, so I went to go visit them so they'd cheer me up. Damn I wish I was a cat they have it sooooo easy! My fucking hand is killllllling me!!!! God I'm worried! I just want it to skip to a week forward when all of this shit is over! I feel so bad for the kitties though, they're gonna be split up really soon and they're so happy together but that's how life is, and they're so cute and nieve right now, but I'm afraid they won't be as happy. ANd I know moving away from here is gonna be so hard! I love SA, but I'm used to living here and obviously I don't adjust well. K I gotta go to church now. I can not WAIT for next week, unless I fail! AHHHHHH!