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wow so I really don't like a lot of my cousins because they all have their seperate quirks that I just don't like, except for my older cousin Josh... that was until Friday night... I found out that he's been in a drug rehab center since December, about 2 weeks after i last saw him... he started out with alcohol and moved to pot, coke, then onto crystal meth and heroin... I really used to look up to him so it really hurts me that he would do that stuff... He doesn't like it and he said that he doesn't want to change or anything... I'm not sure how my uncle and aunt found out, but I think I heard one of them say something about him actually overdosing and being dead for a little while... this just really hurts a lot that he would do that... i still love him cuz hes my cousin, but I dont know how much more i can respect him for doing all of that...
on an otherwise happy note im hanging out with steph tonight, so at least thats good
on an otherwise happy note im hanging out with steph tonight, so at least thats good