opinion please!!!

Jan 26, 2006 16:30

why do i find myself thinking about alex all the time? now that valentines day is getting closer ive been thinking about him more and more. i just wish that he would call to see how im doing or something, but i know he wont. its nice hanging out with everyone, but i dont know i guess i just want a bf again... those were exciting fun days (not that these days arent exciting, but there are certain things i cant do with my friends that i can do with a bf... whoa that came out wrong lol) i mean i want to call him, but i shouldnt because he hurt me so bad...

tonite i get to see if i have a job at cpk or not... please god let me have that job!!!

oh yes, i have a myspace now! http://www.myspace.com/depphead777 add me to your friends lists!!!

i got all dressed up yesterday.. on tuesday i went shopping with steph and i got my eyebrows done (which i desperetly needed to do) and went to stephs dads house yesterday with sheena... that was fun, too...
ive been so happy lately hangin out with steph, brandon, sheena, meg, jess and jen...
ACHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

ive been so happy hanging out with everyone lately... i love just spendin time with all my friends, but there are still some people i dont hang around with nearly enought (laura!!! lol)

THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO ALEX:
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]
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