did i make the right choice
I am beginning to miss those days more and more. You know the ones where we would stay up until 4 o'clock in the morning (not drinking) but just sitting around talking and lauhging about the stupidest things, I was too nieve to know how good I had it. I wished for a change one that I indeed got and maybe I wished too hard for it. I think secretly I
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It seems like u let urself believe that u were unhappy and that u hated ur life so u left thinking it would solve all ur problems. But now that you made that change that u thought would make things so much better u think back and realize that u didnt have it as bad as you thought and you want ur old life back. Maybe you are doing the same thing again. Maybe u should think about ur life and all u have n all the people that care about u. I think that even if u did come back it wouldnt make you any happier cause ull miss how things r at central n at ur dads. It seems like u convince urself that if u go somewhere else it will make you happy but then when u do leave u want what u had back. Just take a look at ur life and maybe ull learn to appreciate all u have. Obviously running away doesnt make u happy. I think that u dont realize how good u have things until you dont have them anymore. I know i dont know much about the things that are goin on in ur life and i dont even know u that well so i might not even no what im talkin about. I just kinda have a feeling that ur always trying to run away from ur problems to make u happy and then u regret it. U have to stop searching for happiness and just enjoy your life no matter where u r.
None of this is meant to offend u or anything so i really hope it doesnt. I love you and I just want you to be happy.
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