Jan 22, 2006 01:25
3rd entry today... I should feel lame for that, but.. I actually had a life today, so the number of entries is not a reflection of anything. Max and I went to Dobra... it was a bit awkward to be honest. He's a really sweet guy, and I'll be happy to have him as a friend. I think he kind of saw it as a date because he paid, but I didn't really know how to offer to pay for my drink, he just kind of beat me to it. I think I made it pretty obvious I wasn't interested in him as anything other than a friend. I just hope I wasn't rude when I kicked him out of my room. I just wasn't really enjoying myself all that much. Two hours was MORE than enough. Anyway, after he left I gave someone else a call... and spent some time over at his place. It was nice...comfortable & relaxed. At the moment I feel very good about my social life, and school in general. My schedule is great, my classes are good. I'm happy. I haven't been content like this for quite some time now, and it's definitely a really good feeling. I think that just getting out, and going downtown... just doing stuff is making me a lot happier. I'm not completely confined to my room. I'm actually getting out. That's something I should have done before, but I guess I didn't realize how much of a difference it made. Even if I went by myself I think it would be better than just sitting in my room. Anway, I need to sleep.. so tired, and I have quite a bit more reading to do tomorrow. :)